TIREDNESS

.I feel tiredness
.All the time
.And i don't know why
.Cause i don't do anything, well most of the time
,I'm just
.Sitting in my room
,on my bed
.sometimes on the chair
,It dependent
.What i'm seeing First
.i'm just sitting on him
,cause i'm lazy
.Like most of the kids in this world
.and I have no strength to stand
.and actually, i'm not doing anything
,But still
.I feel tiredness
.tiredness that bring me down
.tiredness that i don't like
.I'm sleeping now
.The tiredness won me
,But
,I still can feel her
,She doesn't really disappear
,She still there
,in my mind
,waiting to give me the last shooting
.so i can die
,But
,I woke up now
.Opened my eyes slowly
and i feel a little dizzy, as if someone took my body and rotated it again and again
.and again
,Like a CD
.that is playing
,but
.More than million times
.The tiredness makes me feel headache, a big headache
,and it's looks
,that
,my headache
.going to stay, as if, for keeps
...
.I feel tiredness
.All the time
.And that's what makes me lose the rhythm
.my music rhythm
.And i have a hunch that i may not find that rhythm
,I wish i could just
,take scissors and
cut the tiredness
,cause i'm sure that without the tiredness
.my life will be more better
,Misunderstanding
,mist
,those are
.the two outcomes
.Of this tiredness
,But
!Like i always says: gosh with this tiredness
,or
;in simple words
!Damn with this tiredness