I can't be better

I just wanted to be better
A better doghter
A better student
A better friend
A better person
So I stopped with the shits
.and me pretand crying
huges for everyone
It is all changed to fake smailes
and borring jocks.
Sometimes I'm sick of all of that
want to have old me back
Crazy old me
The unresponsseble girl
who drinks at partys
the shameless fanny me.
I actually like when my mama says that I'm diffecalt like ten boys.
and what about the greats?
this is the true shits.
making pepole judje you for a number.
I just can't be better. Couse better it's not me.