Scars from the past

I dont have the power
to Think straight
I dont have the need
to Breathe
I do not have the strength to give a shit
I dont have the thought
of Staying here

!And when I really thinking, I dont have to
!And when I really want to do it I fail
And somehow I'm confused inside my mind
.And somehow in my heart, I'm geting hurt
I'v promised to my mother, that it wouldent bother
But she knows thet I'm a liar ’cause I dont have the power

Because I can not forget
What's inside my head
Words that came out of his mouth
He acted like a little child
All the stones that were thrown at me, the rope around my neck
The adults dident heard me and turned around their back

My mom pulled me out of there
From so many years ago
but it stays inside my mind
I was just a little girl they were just a little kids
All the scars in my heart, all the flashbacks from those years
Someone raised them the wrong way
But it's not my fault
I'm sorry for this little girl
She was too young , and so pure

She is no longer a little girl
And the scars are still there
Oh well
.She … I can handle it