Autumn Feeling

When I close my eyes I have a feeling,
They would listen to me if I had something important to say.
But it's just me.
I'm walking down the small path I was given by life,
I can't be always happy, it's a selfish trait we human have.

As she talks with bitter voice, she says everything she knows
"We all change, there's time".
I want to believe her, her words are strong,
The words I will never forget, it's the gift she gave me.

We drove down the road quietly for too long,
They said all they know.
They've done enough.
I believe soon it will be our turn.

And my mind's busy with thoughts,
As she stops the car and says goodbye,
I have answers, not all, but I can get more.
I'll show her what I worth.

Smell of autumn as I close my eyes,
Winter in the door wants to welcome me now.
But I want the autumn to never stop,
The red leaves to fall all day long.

It's the best time for me now,
Standing in the street alone,
And I feel how the wind blows.
How it surrounds me, letting me come home again.

I had the feeling of broken place,
Where I miss all the memories I had.
I put gloves on and go on my way.
This time, I have something important to say.