Speaking No More Words

I spoke the words
And now the result hurts
And now regret is hitting
And now I have so many feelings

I can't breath, I'm choking
But somehow, I'm still hoping
That something will change
And I will live with no pain

But now I cannot speak,
And I wouldn't speak,
Even if I could
Cause you hurt my soul
And I lost control
But now, I feel good

I always lied to you
To let you think it all was true
To make you feel so good
To make you feel you could…

Screaming words in my head
But there is silence, Like I'm dead.
Another angry thought, another quiet day
Can't even lie that I'm Okay

And my mouth has disappeared
And it's now happening, What I feared
Oh the pain is trapping me
And I won't be free…

But now I cannot speak,
And I wouldn't speak,
Even if I could
Cause you made me fall
But I won my goal
And now, I feel good

Maybe you call me the creep
But you're the one
who's hunting me in my sleep
Because of you I took the trip
To pain town, and I went to deep

And now my mouth
Is closing up
oh it hurts so much
And it won't stop…

And my mouth
has disappeared
And it's now happening,
What I feared

I can only talk to myself
Cause it's hard to take a breath
When your mouth is taped to itself
And now I'm worrying about my mental health

Now I can
That I lost the key
Oh the pain is trapping me
And I won't be free…