Be Careful What You Wish for

.This is it
this time i took it too much far
.it was not supposed to be this way
all of this was my 'fault
.she cry outside my door
.i no longer the man she adored
"keep Scream"
.i ignore
sit on cold empty floor
with this dirty rag wrap around my arm
the Syringe full with my blood
"STOP"
!! shut up bitch
it Already too hard to stuck Needle
.in my fucking vain .they says no pain no gain
.how i find myself try to remember who i am again
.and i just have broken pieces remain

Be Careful What You Wish for
because you never know what is it really
and and it can be that worst thing you ever wish
then you cant quit
and every good moment you have. turn to shit

" Please open the door i can help "
? what you think i need stupid rehab to be happy
i should see it come from the moment
it was start but just could not get enough
.every day week month
.turn from fun to rough
.it easy to buy this "stuff"
hide it on my cuff
.then use it in my car
and let my imagination take me far.
my mental and physical scar collide as one

Be Careful What You Wish for
because you never know what is it really
and and it can be that worst thing you ever wish
then you cant quit
and every good moment you have. turn to shit