Beneath the surface

I feel so hopeless
  I dont know if you noticed
  My mask has been revealed
no shield
That hides the truth

The pain that Im feeling
No one can ask
Why am I screaming?
At the moon and the sun

What is the meaning
I'm not dreaming
And you really left me alone
That I could fall
And you wnot be there to catch me

falling The tallest turret in the castle of loneliness
Which reflects the life
Beneath the surface there a thing more beautiful
Than what you saw in your life
The real me that life
More lovely than ever
jest me