sometimes

Sometimes I picture my life without you,without your voice that tell me to keep holding on.
Sometimes I picture you, and you look so calm, like nothing worried you and I wish I could be just like that.
Sometimes I picture you stayed and our life is perfect.
And sometime I just remember all the fun we used to have, and I'm sorry for any minute I said I hate you…
And sometimes I remember that you're not here with me and I miss you, but I can't say it to you, cause you no longer listen