Lose control

I don't want to lose control, but I'm falling, falling down.

Emotions shoveled my world through the shelf,
once again I feel so not safe.
I can't wait to leave now,
but I don't know where to go.

I don't wanna live a lie – checking on my sanity,
yet, I cannot feel any serenity.
Leaving through another certenty,
but try to live away from reality.

I don't want to lose control again,
I don't want to lose control.
I don't want to take over myself again.
I don't want to be un-safe,
being pushed out of sight.
I don't want any of that at all,
I don't want to lose control.
I don't want to lose control, but I'm falling, falling down.

I don't wanna live a lie – checking on my sanity,
yet, I cannot feel any serenity.
Leaving through another certenty,
but try to live away from reality.

I don't want to lose control again,
I don't want to lose control.
I don't want to take over myself again.
I don't want to be un-safe,
being pushed out of sight.
I don't want any of that at all,
I don't want to lose control.
I don't want to lose control, but I'm falling, falling down.