Sleep . eat . throw up . repeat

turn on the music loud
so no one hear
locked the door' take a bag
and here we go
again we start the horror show
1 finger 2 fingers
shove them to my throat
till the shit hurts
bye bye to another t-shirt
it's not a beauty thing or to get skinny
it's a weird obsession
like drugs
it's kill me! and i dont give a fuck
so what the worst
hospitalized ?
fuck this shit
i won't stop even if
my guts splits or
my liver crack's out

because my life is suck
want to commit a suicide again
scared to fail want end '
not another attempt
deep in the shit so all i do
Sleep . eat . throw up . repeat
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